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여자, 대학생. 이승기씨가 목소리 완정 사랑해!



dailies
1박2일 fansubs
1박2일 보기
1박2일 - Soompi
이승기 - Soompi
이승기 - 사진

tagboard




the past

By post:
exasperation.can the world stop all of such things...
fire
fullhouse
random thoughts
what's this supposed to mean?
beijing trip
birthday
three more days.
how true can this get?
haitus


By month:
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
December 2006
April 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
September 2009


credits

Layout: Mary
Edit: ying
Graphics: GuYver519 (AiRenCN)
Colours: refuted
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i remember for the past few years, chinese new year always had a teary element for me. yes, i won't deny it now because i have to face it somehow. it is because of him.
but that doesn't mean that chinese new year is not happy for me. i am extremely happy all the time, just that there are incidents that always make me feel sad because somehow things are always linked to him. i thought i had it all sorted out, but now i know better. i'll never really get things sorted out, because right now, he's still an integral part of my emmotional life. i, unfortunately, despite trying my best to convince mysef, have not gotten over him. yet.
it was quite agonising listening to him gush over how mature, understanding, knowing of the sitation, blahblahblah.. all good things about him. i don't know the detail of how they started talking, but it must have been a random thing, just like our convo on boxing day. then he played the video. i've been extremely proud of myself this year, despite all the stuff that has brought me precariously near, i didn't shed a tear. until the video. it was just... really too much. those days were great. we were great. but its we no more. and it'll never be us again. everything has gone down to meory lane, where i take lonely walks in the cold comfort of knowing nothing there will change.
i just want...
but i'll never get it. not now.
but cny was great. pics to prove it here!

yan, fang, ying, ling, pearlyn, yang and serere..girl power!


us again, darlie ad smiles :)


how can we ever forget the cute guys? timothy, roy and ben, hunks of the family


stars each in our own way.. with u-noe-who lookalike. haha!

i love the festive season.



posted by sarangaia || 5:55 AM Tuesday, January 31, 2006

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