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was so shell shocked when this totally random girl whom i don't recognise came up to me and asked me if i was from rv and whether i was the girl who made that "lock and key" speech during the speech contest. oh my god. that speech was like, centuries ago? okok, 3 years plus ago then. big difference. the point is, i don't even really remember that speech anymore, and she comes up asking me this question. reminds me of the two other incidents that i had. there was this other girl and teacher whom i didn't know who asked me the same question on two occasions when i went back to rv on two separate occasions. the teacher even asked me if i came up with the topic myself. i mean, come on, give me a bit more credit than that. i'm too lazy to go look up information for a speech contest that i wasnt even psyched for. all i can recall in my hazy memory is that i was damned nervous because i was the only contestant who got into the finals who spoke under the time limit (i think that should have disqualified me) during the preliminary round, and that all my 'opponents' were formidable people like tian meng and my dear nae ma (lee min). i was practising like crazy that morning i wrote that speech, and hwee ming & tj were trying to calm me down. hehe. was a bunch of nreves when i went onstage, and screwed up during the impromptu section, so i got a consolation prize together with my dear nae ma, and i felt sooooo relieved it was over (most partl cuz he was in the audience too, but i doubt he really paid attention then..)
but do you realise something about my hazy memory of my speech contest? ok, let me enlighten you. I DO NOT, NOT AT ALL, NOT FOR MY LIFE, REMEMBER THE CONTENTS OF MY SPEECH. not a single bit. not at all. all i remember is that the title was 'lock and key', and vaguely that i linked it to people and friendships or something like that. which left me wondering... did i screw it up terribly, or was that speech so memorable? because if i don't remember, then chances are i screwed it up right? or is it my memory just deleting the speech because it was such a mortifying thing to speak in front of the whole school in the auditorium?i really don't know. now i'm living in the absurd paronia that i said something really stupid, and people remember me for it. but if i talked about friendship+lock+key, how stupid could i have sounded? darn it.
things just have this way of sneaking up on you. i remember i got two lousy hello kitty lantern festival display at chinese gardens complimentary tickets. gosh, it was an embarassing moment, speaking in public like that, with him in the audience. shove that thought into the back of my mind.
and, if this is what you were wondering, no, i did not go for that hello kitty @ chinese gardens thing.
i gave it to my sister and dad.
posted by sarangaia || 10:07 PM Monday, August 28, 2006
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was having lots of problems with the previous blogskin, as you can see from the tagboard. trying to get the pro to fix it.. so in the meantime jisung and eugene will remain while jeong hun (BI!!!) gets done up. and no, green aint really my colour, it just happens that all the blogskins that feature people i like happen to be in green. affinity? heh, maybe.
getting really sick of all the well meaning comments i get from people regarding HIM. i mean, leave me alone!! nowadays i cant get through even a day of school without someone asking something along the lines of "are you guys going out?" or "why don't you date him? he's a nice choice.." first of all, i have to say this. you are not me. ok, thats a stupid thing to say. of course you are not me. but you guys get the drift. i don't think the way you guys think, and its apparent that you guys dont think the way i do too. i am not, i repeat for the last time, NOT INTERESTED. period. nothing more to be said about it. and if you count going to school as "going out" then *sarcastically*why, everyone is going out with the entire MRT train of people everyday! no one is ever going to be left on the shelf anymore! NO, NOT GOING OUT. ok? the word platonic exists for a reason. it exists to describe friendships like this one of mine, which for some reason is getting debated by everyone i know, friendships that are not built on the word called "relationship". plus, i'm really not into the emotional stuff now. too exhuasting. really dont' know why people bother. its not like as if there's any juicy news to dig out of me.
sometimes things just happen this way, when you get to know someone really well, the chemistry is just not there. no matter what anyone says, nothing will happen. flames just wont burst out when there are no sparks. thats the way it is. but i'm really tired of responding to all that talk, its so jaring on the nerves.
i dont even know why i'm spending time to rave and rant about this. seems like the world has gone mad and i'm following in the trend. hehe. i was always kinda looney anyway, driven to the brink by people around me. "i am, driven out!" tom, glass memagerie soon i'll start ranting like him too. haha.
*do dreams really reflect what you were thinking? i saw for the first time in so many months, how he left me last year.
posted by sarangaia || 5:32 PM Sunday, August 06, 2006
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was having lots of problems with the previous blogskin, as you can see from the tagboard. trying to get the pro to fix it.. so in the meantime jisung and eugene will remain while jeong hun (BI!!!) gets done up. and no, green aint really my colour, it just happens that all the blogskins that feature people i like happen to be in green. affinity? heh, maybe.
getting really sick of all the well meaning comments i get from people regarding HIM. i mean, leave me alone!! nowadays i cant get through even a day of school without someone asking something along the lines of "are you guys going out?" or "why don't you date him? he's a nice choice.." first of all, i have to say this. you are not me. ok, thats a stupid thing to say. of course you are not me. but you guys get the drift. i don't think the way you guys think, and its apparent that you guys dont think the way i do too. i am not, i repeat for the last time, NOT INTERESTED. period. nothing more to be said about it. and if you count going to school as "going out" then *sarcastically*why, everyone is going out with the entire MRT train of people everyday! no one is ever going to be left on the shelf anymore! NO, NOT GOING OUT. ok? the word platonic exists for a reason. it exists to describe friendships like this one of mine, which for some reason is getting debated by everyone i know, friendships that are not built on the word called "relationship". plus, i'm really not into the emotional stuff now. too exhuasting. really dont' know why people bother. its not like as if there's any juicy news to dig out of me.
sometimes things just happen this way, when you get to know someone really well, the chemistry is just not there. no matter what anyone says, nothing will happen. flames just wont burst out when there are no sparks. thats the way it is. but i'm really tired of responding to all that talk, its so jaring on the nerves.
i dont even know why i'm spending time to rave and rant about this. seems like the world has gone mad and i'm following in the trend. hehe. i was always kinda looney anyway, driven to the brink by people around me. "i am, driven out!" tom, glass memagerie soon i'll start ranting like him too. haha.
*do dreams really reflect what you were thinking? i saw for the first time in so many months, how he left me last year.
posted by sarangaia || 5:32 PM
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