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i remember for the past few years, chinese new year always had a teary element for me. yes, i won't deny it now because i have to face it somehow. it is because of him.
but that doesn't mean that chinese new year is not happy for me. i am extremely happy all the time, just that there are incidents that always make me feel sad because somehow things are always linked to him. i thought i had it all sorted out, but now i know better. i'll never really get things sorted out, because right now, he's still an integral part of my emmotional life. i, unfortunately, despite trying my best to convince mysef, have not gotten over him. yet.
it was quite agonising listening to him gush over how mature, understanding, knowing of the sitation, blahblahblah.. all good things about him. i don't know the detail of how they started talking, but it must have been a random thing, just like our convo on boxing day. then he played the video. i've been extremely proud of myself this year, despite all the stuff that has brought me precariously near, i didn't shed a tear. until the video. it was just... really too much. those days were great. we were great. but its we no more. and it'll never be us again. everything has gone down to meory lane, where i take lonely walks in the cold comfort of knowing nothing there will change.
i just want...
but i'll never get it. not now.
but cny was great. pics to prove it here!
 yan, fang, ying, ling, pearlyn, yang and serere..girl power!
us again, darlie ad smiles :) 
how can we ever forget the cute guys? timothy, roy and ben, hunks of the family 
stars each in our own way.. with u-noe-who lookalike. haha! i love the festive season.
posted by sarangaia || 5:55 AM Tuesday, January 31, 2006
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exasperation.
can the world stop all of such things? i hate conflicts and unclear relations. just spit everything out and get life back on track.
on a happier note, the neoprints that i took with kah hoe came out great! i really think it was a fun saturday:) 
posted by sarangaia || 7:17 PM Monday, January 23, 2006
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fire |
you guys have probably either read it on the papers or seen it on tv.
yes, most part of the market near my house has been burnt down. no more shops, just a charred MESS. i refuse to go and see it, even though my mom has been asking me to go down this two days. the place is not gonna run until around six months later, so its gonna be rather tough going for us residents, especially when the remaining shops are starting to take advantage and start a sort of monopoly trade. hrrmph. no more cheap and cute stuff for me to buy for six months. imagine, i have to walk one BIG ROUNd to get to my piano lesson now thanks to the fire. SIX MONTHS.
i guess i saw this coming. our market is not exactly known for being electrically safe. fact is there were a couple of small fires at the coffeeshop area, none as serious as this. and i didn't know that our market was dubbed 'little orchard road' by the papers. i guess 17 years of living here has made me take for granted the busy market. no more crazy fruits shop cheater uncle who has tons of dirty tricks up his sleeve and always singing some crazy hokkien song. his shop got it bad. the roof collapsed. really! no more manly women who goes for male hormonal injection (according to the rather accurate grapevine) selling kueh. no more cheap batteries from the uncle who spoils the market by setting off price wars every other day. no more long queues at the seemingly clean bubble tea shop. no more saturday and sunday weekend bazzars that everyone goes to.
sigh.
how am i going to survive this six months? we've not much shampoo left and dad's not bought a new bottle yet. no prizes for guessing why.
yea, cos ML(as we fondly call it) is just a sea of black too.
sigh.
posted by sarangaia || 8:48 PM Saturday, January 21, 2006
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fullhouse |
fever.
just can't seem to get out of it.
왜? i really don't know it myself.
너무나 하고 싶었던 말
사랑해 비 :)
one day, everything will follow as planned and wished.
안 되나요?
www.fullhouselove.blogspot.com For everything to do with fullhouse.
about that incident.. i was quite hurt, but i don't think anyone knows. yet.
afraid of being found out... i don't want history repeating itself. so i'm keeping it all to myself. just want to say to that person...
Someday,I'll show you all my mind.항상 내가 있었다고 언제나 너 머물러 지내는 곳엔Just let me cry for you tonight.아무말 못하는 내가 네 곁에 있다는그것도 모르는 널 위해
posted by sarangaia || 8:00 PM Wednesday, January 18, 2006
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random thoughts |
it occurred to me that it never did rain in beijing.
neither did it snow.
i got really pissed. it was the first piano lesson of my year and i get to go when its raining like nobody's buinsess. okok, i'm hearing snide remarks again, particulary those of huiying's "i thought u LIKED rain?" yea, i love rain the korean, (bi as we noe him in the language) and i do like rain but not TORRENTIAL RAIN. it was horrendous. that new pair of slippers from thailand got so slippery in the rain (mind u, it was the part that touches my sole tt was slippery, wad can be worse than that?!) that i might as well walk on fish. great. thanks to my annoying sister who refused to switch lessons with me. if not i'd be dry and nice at home. NOOOOO, instead i had to walk in the rain that has not let up even now, and spend the day with my teacher who happened not to be in the best of moods. cold, wet, i wished for a heat pack. which made me think of beijing. again.
i miss that place. not that it was specteculary fun or beautiful, but beijing has her charms. especially so since i felt uber bonded to the rest during the trip. i just miss the weather. and its kinda nice having buildings that are older than you, your mom and your grandparents added together. makes you marvel at how great they were. and of course, how many died in the process.
dang, who am i kidding? its the rich culture that they have there. no matter what, we are still not up to that level in singapore. its the sort of thing that comes with a long history. the culture they have on the steets, the history, the future, the modern, the old, all in one city.
did i mention that even though it didn't snow, i don't really feel pissed?
dang. i must be mad.
posted by sarangaia || 6:29 AM Thursday, January 12, 2006
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