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aheeyah.. i merely didn't visit for like, three days? a week?
damn.. i would have donated that friggin dollar if she had asked me, if i had the means to give it to her.
was trying to search for konglish lyrics for se7en: must listen yesterday.. thought my trusty website would defintiely have it.. ok.. i didn't think so, i knew so. i'd already accessed it, just that i didn't print it. poor me almost resorted to romanising his whole album myself with whatever little info and knowledge i have of the language. luckily i found another webbie on soompi that provided me with what i want.. and i printed out the lyrics for just listen [even though i haven't bought it].. just in case. at any rate, i'll most prob have to do the romanising of the all in disc myself. unless i want to sit in front of my cd plyer for 3 freaking hours trying to memorise the lyrics by listening.
in the comp lab.. reading about bh. my blood's boiling.. how can anyone be so freaking malicious! if i were him, i'd be so pissed, i'd quit.
gotta go.. some teacher's havin lesson now.
more later.
posted by sarangaia || 5:05 PM Sunday, January 30, 2005
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minimalistic |
was reading through my previous post.
minimalism.
kinda ironic, ain't it? i used to be able to carry this off. not anymore.
things are starting to matter more to me than they used to, and i just can't let go. just look at my history. things used to be so simple.
well, we grow. that's a lame excuse. we grow, to explore different faucets, but deep down, we just don't change. we just don't. was i then wrong about my idealogy? sometimes it does bother me. baggage always does. well, live and learn. what would it be like to revert to those days when everything was packed into one box in my mind, "what i can't live without", assured that these things will never disappear. somewhere along the lines, more boxes started taking shape. suddenly, everything became tangible. well, almost everything.
i guess i should give my thanks to p and k. at least mere reading [plus noticing] got to make all that confusing talk, thought, of the past three weeks when i started noticing similarities. they are just NOT the same.
i miss me. i'm not me nowadays. the old me would never have done things i've been doing lately. the old me had at least some semblance of being barely likeable. nowadays, i just irritae myself.
then again, of course i miss hor. i miss that security, that warmth that used to surround me because of hor. talk itself will never be able to take over. i used to feel trepidation when i spoke in public. not anymore. because hor's eyes are never on me anymore. he's not even here. what would i do to freeze 2004 into eternity..
well.. 27 days more. then once and for all, it will be a clean break. then, part of my emotions will die. hopefully, i'll be happier already. and i'll know if i'm staying.. which is currently further complicating my life. valentine's day.. let's not think of it first.. i think it'll be the first valentine's in 4 years i'm gonna feel a little lonely.
ok, maybe not just a little.
i remain attached to minimalism.
try narrowing down all your cds to 1 you can't live without. i have.
i chose wheesung.
or was it seven?
haha.. dramatic irony.
sarang hei, horshi.
posted by sarangaia || 11:21 PM Saturday, January 29, 2005
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headachy |
nah.. it ain't a hangover. was really fun, the wardal outing yesterday.. i reached home only at 2330.. was quite an experience, especially since i'm used to smaller dining groups. got myself in stitches, and also unravelled.. if you get what i mean. yes, literally AND figuratively. in constant fear people would notice, but towards the end i just gave it up. i mean, as long as it ain't too obvious, its ok. so i hope.
well, headachy cos i have a BIG problem bugging me. TWO, actually, if u're into that kinda thing. i hope you see this [which u most prob won't, haha]. I HATE BEING CALLED MUSHROOM SOUP. for the record, that joke was to entertain. plus, i wasn't even the one who started this thing. what's more, this was told to me by a guy. SO BUG OFF. STOP IT. i'm ok with jk, but not when its excessive. especially not when i'm eating steamboat n u go hey mushroom! everytime you get the chance. enough. i realise i have 95 people on my contacts list. whatever happened to my minimalistic thinking? what am i thinking of anyway? this is a number close to 100, for god's sake. like, i don't know who i'm talking to half the time [cept 4 the regulars, of course] until its too late. you know what i mean. actually, my list exceeded 100 long ago. i just kept deleting until i reached below 100. i figured if they have something impt, they'll add me again. or msg me. anyway. eight contacts groups down n i'm in trouble. i really don't know 3/4 of the people. how'm i gonna manage my contactc?
easy.
start deleting.
so, pls, tell me who u pple r..
make my life easy.
posted by sarangaia || 11:00 PM
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Zhi yin III |
it was two days ago.
and now part of my memory.. even so, it remains perfect.
i rushed to vch at 3.10, met shuxian on the way, who kindly direced me to vch. they were already rehearsing for the second half. of course, my attention was immediately taken by.. hor. still. i digress.
so i only had time for two songs, briefing, a little of dinner, and i was off to making up. immediately after, i recieved a bouquet of flowers from tj. soooo touched. then it all began.
alyssa din feel well... was busy getting sweets to make her feel better.. din see him all the way until slightly before intermission. oh man.. jin chu rocked. the entire hall screamed. I FELT GREAT! especially as alumni.
intermission.. photo taking galore. qian was saying mathew was looking for ajco peeps, but i missed him by a few, cos i was too caught up in remicising. so off i headed back into the terrance until i had to go out for the last few songs. onstage, after encore, mathew came up and handed me a rose. how sweet, considering that i'm not exactly close to him. but he gave someone a bouquet! me n kh noes.. hahahaha.. shall not disclose more.
tt's all.. gotta do geog.. in aj comp lab.. so cold, so cold. hehe.
posted by sarangaia || 5:07 PM Thursday, January 27, 2005
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i remain minimalistic. just that ebloggy's down and all my works gone. just as well. all that talk had only one thing in common. we all know what.
so.. concert is coming. sorry to those who placed their orders through me too late. the announcements came only these few days. FULL HOUSE! woah.. nice end to so much..
ok, i'm not particularly inspired today. or maybe its just first times.
welcome.. to sarangaia if u noe what it means..
posted by sarangaia || 1:34 AM Sunday, January 23, 2005
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