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this is it. i'm gonna name names. I'M PISSED.
me? attitude problem? are you blind or what? i seriously suspect so. who else could be so enthusiatic about co? hello??!!! i just seriously don't like people breathing down my neck when i'm practising. it makes me uncomfy, and i'll wish to go home. especially if FUKANG breathes down my neck. you just don't get it do you? tell me where i went wrong, how i should improve..whatever. i will listen and i don't mind. i WILL try my best to produce the best sounds on my erhu or in this case, gaohu. BUT I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE BREATHING DOWN MY NECK, CHECKING EVERY MINUTE IF I'M IN TUNE, RESTRICTING MY MOVEMENT. i mean, HELLO??!! i'm not some dog to be stared at for house training. frankly speaking, you make me feel like that. I'M SERIOUSLY INSULTED BY YOUR ASKING PEOPLE BEHIND MY BACK IF I HAVE AN ATTITUDE PROBLEM. just ask ANYONE in rvco. i don't even have to tell you what they'll say. or go ask any of the teachers in charge/instructors. see what they'll say. see how you'll feel when you hear what they say. i may not be as overzealous as lim kah hoe, but i DO have a passion for co. and i don't have to show you it. because its IN ME, and i DON'T have to GODAMNIT prove to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm telling you, i HATE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL. say you're sorry as you might, say you have mood swings as you like, I STILL FEEL THIS WAY. i'm a PERSON, not some THING, for god's sake. you can't just tell me, sorry, don't be offended if i say this, say that.. WHATEVER. it still stands that i feel that way and will continue feeling so. FEELINGS ARE FRAGILE YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SAY IT IN FRONT OF MY FACE IF YOU THINK I HAVE AP. why do you have to go SNEAKING BEHIND PEOPLE'S backs? I'M VERY INSULTED.
you put the clock there, of course i have to turn back to look at the clock. and has it ever occured to you that i was SICK, thus wanted to go HOME??? i had to get an MC the next day godamit. DO I NEED TO SHOW YOU MY MEDICATION? well, i could but I WON'T. BECAUSE I"VE BEEN SERIOUSLY INSULTED BY YOU.
maybe i should leave aj. what's the point of staying on when people think i have an attitude problem for the thing i love best?
that's it, this is the last straw.
I'M PISSED.
posted by sarangaia || 5:18 AM Thursday, February 17, 2005
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1 Comments:
the blind is blinded by The blind.. chill.. no use getting angry over him yea... its totally not worth it..
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