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hor |

"why do i love you?
don't even want to
why do i love you like i
like i always do?"
indeed. why? it was awkward, but i'm glad i went, i'm glad i tried hard for it, i'm glad it happened even though it may not have been exactly the experience of my life. because i've finally reaffirmed what i feel, and that the two of you are different. DIFFERENT. really. so i'll be free and not caught in that terrible web that i was entangled in that three months. i'll be able to remain distant and not be under the illusion of him as you. its a great feeling, even though i feel sorrow too, at so many things that make the situation now.
i know i said i'd forget, but this is the best thing for now. in future maybe, but not now. i'm at my most vulnerable and i don't want history repeating itself in this two years. i'd rather remain at status quo.
escapsim? sure, in some ways. i don't want to face it. hiding behind the past, reliving it... that's the best i can do now.
still, the feeling is there, as of the old times.
just that i tell myself it has mellowed, i tell myself to bury it...
because i miss hor
and i feel it so much..
that it hurts.


posted by sarangaia || 5:36 AM Wednesday, August 10, 2005

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