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was having lots of problems with the previous blogskin, as you can see from the tagboard. trying to get the pro to fix it.. so in the meantime jisung and eugene will remain while jeong hun (BI!!!) gets done up. and no, green aint really my colour, it just happens that all the blogskins that feature people i like happen to be in green. affinity? heh, maybe.
getting really sick of all the well meaning comments i get from people regarding HIM. i mean, leave me alone!! nowadays i cant get through even a day of school without someone asking something along the lines of "are you guys going out?" or "why don't you date him? he's a nice choice.." first of all, i have to say this. you are not me. ok, thats a stupid thing to say. of course you are not me. but you guys get the drift. i don't think the way you guys think, and its apparent that you guys dont think the way i do too. i am not, i repeat for the last time, NOT INTERESTED. period. nothing more to be said about it. and if you count going to school as "going out" then *sarcastically*why, everyone is going out with the entire MRT train of people everyday! no one is ever going to be left on the shelf anymore! NO, NOT GOING OUT. ok? the word platonic exists for a reason. it exists to describe friendships like this one of mine, which for some reason is getting debated by everyone i know, friendships that are not built on the word called "relationship". plus, i'm really not into the emotional stuff now. too exhuasting. really dont' know why people bother. its not like as if there's any juicy news to dig out of me.
sometimes things just happen this way, when you get to know someone really well, the chemistry is just not there. no matter what anyone says, nothing will happen. flames just wont burst out when there are no sparks. thats the way it is. but i'm really tired of responding to all that talk, its so jaring on the nerves.
i dont even know why i'm spending time to rave and rant about this. seems like the world has gone mad and i'm following in the trend. hehe. i was always kinda looney anyway, driven to the brink by people around me. "i am, driven out!" tom, glass memagerie soon i'll start ranting like him too. haha.
*do dreams really reflect what you were thinking? i saw for the first time in so many months, how he left me last year.
posted by sarangaia || 5:32 PM Sunday, August 06, 2006
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