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the pain comes rolling in. ah, the perils of being female.
its not that the pain is particularly bad this time. it is very persistent though. nothing seems to be able to relieve it(i REFUSE to pop panadol anymore), and the slightest change in temperature provokes the pain. doesn't help that its been raining on and off. that's the worst part.
no, actually, the worst part is that its happening during this period of time. frankly speaking, i'm confused. to hell with the education system(ok, i don't really mean it, but i'm really pissed this time round). i hate the first three months system. the jnrs better thank god, thank everything REALLY HARD they don't have to go through this. its fun, no doubt about it. but its vicious. you come and forge bonds, grow attached and ponder at the same time about whether this is what you want, if you want to go someplace else, if this is your destiny for the next 2 years. everyone's just confused. there may be the few people who say and appear to know what they want. but is this really true? is but a facade to me. to not know, what you want, where to go, what to take.. the works. suddenly everything(ok, only your own results) is clear. but the wait persists. what a pain.
its worst at this time. i'm like a drug addict, craving the past. never take afternoon naps. not being able to sleep at night is terrible. think, think, think. why am i so darned unlucky? can't this happen some other time? mood swings.
sarangheisarangheisarangehei. miss ya. lots.
don't need to say more, do i?
posted by sarangaia || 5:10 PM Sunday, March 06, 2005
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