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so tired i can barely keep my eyes open now. doesn't help that this FAR is air conditioned. ups and downs lately. ups mostly in cca, downs in and out of class. seems that cca is the only place i'm always happy at. still juggling between one and two (for those into this, i struck the old number one off the list and pushed two and three up to become one and two). the old number one went out because i couldn't stand the thought of being reminded of him all the time. makes me sort of sad. can't believe that i'm in the same school with the tall one. seems to me that bad luck follows. its not like it was so great having him in my class last year. a bit sick of being taken for granted by some people. true, i'm in a good mood most of the time, but not all the time. i have very limited patience. don't repeat history, or i'll have no choice. i won't be able to take that expression for much longer without blowing up. i'm serious. hope you get the hint. i can't cope with fluctuating emotions all the time, everyday. i'm really tired. i only want pure friendship, minus everything else. i can be there, listen.. but don't go overboard. luckily there's always that two people who guarantee a big "OH MY GOSH" and at least 35 seconds of a megawatt smile. then again, there's qianz too, and seokz, tingz... soooo many people. and there are 10 others in the school, scattered everywhere. quote yeda.. "aww..same drowning myself in them everyday and reminding me not to get distracted =P haha jc rocks man.." maybe i don't remind myself to not get distracted. but all else fits the bill. miss ya loads, da!
posted by sarangaia || 10:53 PM Wednesday, April 06, 2005
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