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i guess we all know why. strange, isn't it? seems like everytime we use that song for syf, something will go wrong. for the seniors, it was the finals. for this batch of juniors, it was the honours. then again, it still holds special significance to me, despite everything. still feel close to tears everytime i play/hear the song. it just has this ability to touch people. i guess thats why the few of us are so crazy over it.
was really sad when i heard about the news. they really had their hearts set on getting the honours. heard that a lot of people cried, the news from my friends, seniors, and even my present conductor. this is going to sound stupid, but i cried too. it felt like as if i never graduated, that i'm still part of them, and when people started asking, suddenly the tears came. i just know that feeling too well. disappointment. especially when you've worked really hard. my heart goes out to them. i believe they really put their heart and soul into this. i really don't know what to say. nothing i say will make things right. things won't change. they'll still have to live with this fact. but really.. you guys tried your best. put this behind you and continue to pursue the best. in music, things like this happen. there will be times when you don't get what you think you deserve. but underneath all that, we still know we are an excellent orchestra. believe in it.
to eldds.. that was unexpected. i think the el members must feel even worse. take it easy.. don't be too sad. sometimes its things like this that make victory even sweeter. two years down the road, when el gets the gold it deserves, everyone will feel better than before. jia you everyone!!
SYF is coming up for me too. looking at all these turns of events, sometimes i wonder... but i'll try my best, even though its getting really tiring now. all the practices coupled with differences in ideaologies with a particular supposed friend who makes me feel like giving him a good kick in his pants.. tiring.
to all feeling blue/sad/down due to competitions, cheer up!
posted by sarangaia || 10:48 PM Saturday, April 23, 2005
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erm am i ur tat "particular supposed friend"? hehe anyway do take cae of urself too la.. after all those that have happened in rv..
i think for us it was that few marks away to best of the best CO. Haa~ supposedly we were just a few marks behind dunman, but then when i went JC, NAS said their conductor told them they were second too~! So after that incident, i realized that sometimes teachers lie to make us feel better. I don't know if it's their conductor who used that to an wei them, or was it our conductors who came up with that to make us feel better... but nevertheless, really do appreciate them doing that.. somehow, it did make us feel much better? we dint cry during that syf-- too tired.. and at least we thought we won NASCO. haa~ long story?
RvCo.. i guess a part of us have never left there... like how suyi/huiling still comes back after they've left for so many years... i think we're who we are now because of sthg tt happened there perhaps?
Don't be too quick to give up hope? The alumni's going down for you people's rehearsal later on... =) [ever wondered how come i get stuck in alumniS all the time?] just do your best!! And don't be depressed! sometimes, with some people, you need to knock sense into their heads.. and i think i'm going to knock very very hard on someone's head when i get to SCH later..
Take care~ (",)
heyyy. RVCO ROCKS! (: yeahhhh. (: you are always with us. forever. (: cos rvco stands strong. together. forever. (: we rock!!! (: so glad that you care so much for us. (: love you (: thx for the post card and sweet too! (:
-sylvia
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