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sigh |
yap at it, for those who understand.
i don't get it. why is it that geog seems so tardy, unfun, BOOORRRINGGG nowadays? seems like the perpetuator of it all dosn't realise.
ms wong is leaving. for once when i thought i finally got a great lit teacher, she goes. oh well. that's life for you. sad but.. what can i do? its already final. hope she'll really find what she wants.
as for that of trouble with friends.. i'd rather continue like this. its tiring to have to put up an act everyday. now everything's the same, but yet everything's changed. that contradictory feeling. i don't care. to hell with all the rules of being friends. i need to rest and cool off.
met old aquaintances today. guess its true. people change radically. i had the distinct feeling that the one whom i have always seen as persona non grata was trying to snub me, i'm in a much better state/school than you are. worlds apart from then when the one tried to act cosy and best friend-ishy. more like fiend-ishy. i don't really mind. have never really cared much for labels, tags of being the best/la creme de la creme, and have never had a minicule of respect for the one either. i'm not bothered. but surprisingly, the other, whom i was previously close but yet not too close with, has emerged all the better for the 'elite education'. the other is now cheerful, talkative, nice(still remaining, from our convo), outgoing and non the textbook worm of our second round of education. really couldn't recognise the other. think if i meet the other on the steets tomorrow, i wouldnt realise who it is. but its a good change nonetheless. loveable.
roll on homework.
and did i forget something?
oh yes.
concert is in four days' time.
oOpS.
posted by sarangaia || 6:38 AM Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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